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Saturday, January 31, 2009

AHH ! !

I Wan To Sing K ! ! ! !
I Wan To Sing K ! ! ! !
I Wan To Sing K ! ! ! !
I Wan To Sing K ! ! ! !
I Wan To Sing K ! ! ! !

Friday, January 23, 2009

A very sad down-ing week . . [P2]

The Story continue here .
The Story will ended here .



The streaming Streamyx .
The streaming Streamyx never ending DC .
over 3 weeks of never ending DC .
it end here . .
(Maybe..)
i was going out for the streaming problem at TM .
the TM cant do that much thy said .
thy only open for the promotion staff .
thy hand over the number for TM HQ .
1300 88 9515
so i keep on moving back to to try the call .
after i turn on the PC . the streaming line back to normal .
that was a words pop out my mind . .

'' Stupid TM ''

The Works ending soon .
cos the deadline is after CNY (Chinese New Year)
at the CNY . i cant do much .
without the PC , is without the works .
CNY going back old town .
im not feeling nice on every CNY .
CNY never make me happy before .
every year the same . every year the bored . (and Hot..)
the icon of money ($-$) on thy eyes .
is what thy only know about for the CNY .
the mind keep thinking .
No Money, No Talk .
is the mind of our family member .
i try alot of times , above the backing .
but i have fail all the time .
a word very BiG and strong .
a
" NO! "
stop all the thinking mind working .
my mum is the boss of this hse .
and im the minder ppl .
cant do much , but can say a lot .
never ending CNY .




a sleepy last night .
Dreaming a happy dream .
having a special time with the special one .
feel great .

after awake . missing the special one .
a words pop out my mind
'' i miss you so much ''




The ending down n sad is over .
The Stress come to me .
the class was nice .
but the mate was terrible .

(haiz..)

Cos of my work not nice .
They all look down at me .
Thinking i will lost again .
but im not .


When the Hope coming .
Streamyx line is ready .
My Hope lost again .
My PC leave me today .

too moody to continue the story .
i think i will end it here for now .



is a Sad and Down week for me .
who will understand me . . .
who will know me . . .
nobody will . . .

A very sad down-ing week . .

Windy day


Is a sad week .
Things are getting down n sad .
My work still got long way to done .
The deadline is near . .
(haiz..)

Feeling down this week .
Wish that somebody can be with me . .
(haiz..)

the Down reason is .
keepping a smile to hidding a sad in it . .
(haiz..)

the Sad reason is .
making a happy ending to a unhappy ending . .
(sob..)

The sad yet to end .
the horror 1st to come .
a friends of my .
the friends of my friends .
a great man , a great father .
a nice woman , a good mother .
had pass away from thy life .
(Shocking..)
My other old friends told me about it on phone .
i was in school . she said . '' our best friend, father has pass away. .''
endless silent . .

i was going to Pasar Seni that with some of my old friends .
after school going back home a ''sign'' give me that day .
i fall down on the LRT street (PK..) fainted at home . .
hurting my leg but not bleeding .
above to walk . cannot too fast .
the Sign told me i cannot go with them today .
i got no other way but cancel to there .
about 9pm+ .
we gether some of our best friends going for a visit to our friend .
He is sad and down and lost .
crying for the happen . crying for the lost .
we cant to much . but hopping he can keep on moving forward .

The down is slowly end .
The sad keep on moving .

the Streamyx is crazy-ing .
Keep disconnect EVERY 5min after i login .
if luck near i can on9 for a limit time .
if not keep doing the same things over n over n over again .
(relogin internet..)

a sad night on bed .
missing the someone special .
hopping the special can being with me tonight . .




the story not ended here .
it will continue on the next page .

Friday, January 9, 2009

Cold Cold New Year . .

cold cold night . .

another cold night . .
another cold year . .
the cold hurting my heart . .
my heart crying inside . .

my eyes getting weak and weaker . .
day by day , night by night . .
every moling my eye cant open . .
every night my eye cant close . .

the worse is yet to come . .
the body stop moving by it self . .
the feeling for study dropping down . .
the skool is getting bigger and bigger . .

my class getting hard and bored . .
the feeling of us like . .
sky and river . .
i was the sky . . no limit of flying . .
finding something special . .
thy like the river . . very stopping to know . .
doing the things hard . .
things thy do is things i hate . .
things i do is things thy never know . .


haiz . . . . . .

Monday, January 5, 2009

Last day of holiday . .

The Last Day ! !

cant sleep at night . .
worry about tomorrow . .
thinking of something . .
trying to be myself . .

tomorrow , tomorrow , and tomorrow . .
life as a candle . .
light up with a starts . .
end up with the dark . .

What happen in this world . .
Stay in this world . .

Listening a Jay's song . .
give back the feeling in me . .

The feeling in me . .
is a feeling that never end . .

i just wan to get something i need . .
but the something never let me get . .

is a never ended feeling . .

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Happy 2009 ! !

Happy 2009 to everyone ! !

May the best of the best happen on this year ! !

HaHaHa ! !



School starts lo ! !

another free-less life begin ! !

i just hope i can keep on moving ! !

cos this 3 week holiday not that great ! !

Never mind ! !

no matter what happen ! !

i will keep happy always ! !



I had promise myself ! !

never make the same mistake again ! !

but mistake always come ! !

and I always fall for it ! !

another Year ! !

another Wish ! !

another Hope ! !

i will always tell myself ! !

GAMBATEH ! ! AH RON ! !

Don't do the same mistake again ! !

AH RON ! ! GAMBATEH for 2009 ! !