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Saturday, November 5, 2011

《那些年》

【那些年,我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》

演唱:胡夏/作曲:木村充利/作詞:九把刀



又回到最初的起點
記憶中你青澀的臉
我們終於來到了這一天
桌墊下的老照片
無數回憶連結
今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約


又回到最初的起點
呆呆地站在鏡子前
笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結
將頭髮梳成大人模樣
穿上一身帥氣西裝
等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光
回到教室座位前後 故意討妳溫柔的
黑板上排列組合 妳捨得解開嗎
誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳 擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳 告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWzlwGVQ6_Q

Friday, September 2, 2011

now.

from that day onward,
i never expect this will happen,
it just came very suddenly and unexpected,

it already almost a month since i bring my mum for check up,
and is like a roller coaster ride for me after that, i'm very tired,

her result said kidney was infected with virus,
the white blood cell are killing all the red blood cell,
the Doctor from Pandai Hospital ask to for kidney operation,

so we went to HKL ( Hospital Kuala Lumper ), as doctor said,
staying at 3rd floor, 2nd class room, for almost a week,
still there's no doctor or check up of my mum,

the following 2nd week, my mum finally have the operation,
during the operation, the nurse did not give my mum any sleeping pill or shot,
she was fully awake in operation, after everything done, we visit her,
she told me everything in the operation, is very sad to heard that,

in the operation, the nurse did not know what she doing at all,
the nurse keep hurting my mum kidney by accident,
forcing the a small tube into my mum kidney,
and the doctor standing there did nothing about it,
after my mum scream very lough,
the doctor just take over, and handle by himself,

i cant imagine all of this happening,
but is truth, and the image keep popping out inside my mind,
:'(

few days later after the operation, my mum was moved to 3rd class WAD,
the doctor said is easy for nurse to taking care of her,
but in fate, they did not taking care of her also,
we ask for immediately change back to 2nd class,
we hope it will be more taking care of my mum,

yes, they did taking care more of my mum, after we complain it,
but the sleepless nights made my mum more ill and more weak,
after 2 to 3 sleepless night, my mum requested for change to 1st class,
and they did change to the 1st class, and my mum get welled very fast,
the nurse are even more checking with my mum,
they even serve western food and a people cleans every morning,

in that moment, we just think everything well be much more fine,
but we never expect the unexpected, after less than a week in the 1st class,
my mum kidney was recover, but gain another sickness,
Depression ..

is impossible to have Depression just of a kidney problem, 
and we also visit her everyday,
my father even go overnight with her after his finish work,
her Depression have been 5 days,
the 1st and 2nd day, we thought she my mum, just get too boring,
we even bring everything for her,

Day 4, the Depression started, she dint talk to us,
she did a lot of weak movement and stuff,
is really like a mindless people walking alive,

Day 5, the Depression is getting worse,
she cry every night, and cant sleep, and doing something to hurt herself,
we asked the doctor, why is this happening,
the doctor replies us with a word of side effect,

Doctor said she having too much medicine,
and causes the side effect,
is nothing to worried about,
and the doctor give more medicine for her,
Day 6, is the last night staying in hospital,
the depression is horrible and scary,
my father cant even sleep well after that,

the following next day we immediately take her our from the hospital,
and move to my uncle house, my uncle house have mate and people taking care of her,
now she staying there, today is her 2nd day out of hospital,
but she still need to go back to hospital everyday for injection,

my dad every morning, go to my uncle house, bring her to hospital,
fetch her back to uncle place, and come back for work,
is hurt for me watching this all happening,

in this moment, we all just do whatever we can,
and let her recover as soon as possible.


even for me, i cant sleep well every night,
cried few times for this happening,
sick, and trying to recover myself,
trying my best for everything, 
and yet, the main problem haven't end,
the others stuff came..

now i just hope i have the strange to handle everything and someone i can talk with...
:'(

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you 

Sunday, June 26, 2011

@#$% !!

I HATE YOU !!! @#$% !!! 

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

what sap *

the story begin at Last Friday Night,
when i was hanging over my friend house,
the topic came so sudden to me,

" there's a exhibition tomorrow, just behind Berjaya Time Square."
so after the hanging, i rush back and plan time table for " tomorrow (Saturday) ",

10.30 - 12.30 class
1.00 - 2.00 lunch 
2.00 - 3.30++ movie
3.30 - 4.30 ???
4.30 - 5.30 ???
5.30 - 10.00 exibition
10.00 - 11.30 stand by
11.30 - 1.30 homeless


something like that listed down,
well... everything is not really according the plan anyway...hahaha

but still is a nice day hanging, and the " exhibition " is not really a " exhibition ".
is more like open ceremony...thingy...
but is a nice shop anyway ~ great stuff they have ~

and there's a guy call " MEGA ", he have a very cool ride !!
it's a GTR34 is not mistaken, with very cool paint on it..

the picture below is the one i'm saying .by the way i dint own this picture so i share the >> link <<





a lot good stuff going after that, but i very lazy to share it all out,
hahahaha ~ anyway below there is my drawing,
im trying different styling or drawing skill ~
check it out ~ xD

Monday, June 13, 2011


sometime we need to have quality in our life, 

so that we can improve our self, 

life is full of fun, it also full of requirement. 

nothing is simple,

it because,

nothing is free.


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

what if.. i make / do / did something normal people wont be doing / making it..

is that what make people think i'm a weird / pointless / crazy person on earth ? 


if is a yes, thank you, i love being weird people, so that i can do anything crazy / pointless and stuff that normal people scare to be done / afraid to step out from the limited area / spot .
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Janelle Monáe - Tightrope [feat. Big Boi] (Video)

ishh !! i cant share the whole MTV here, so i only can share the meanings of .



' Tightrope '

by Janelle Monáe

if u wish to see the MTV here is a " link " for you,
this is one of my best recommended song of the year .
ladies and gentlemen, Tightrope .

enjoy. 





PS:
(sorry i cant get the real lyrics on web, cause the lyrics from web still unsure, 
after i get the album i will post the lyrics as soon as i could.)


Thank you for Visit .

Friday, May 6, 2011

FUCKING MATH TOPIC !!! I WISH THE TOPIC END PLEASE !!! OMFG !!!

Thursday, March 31, 2011

haiz . . . . tot can go singK sing all the sadness out gek . . . .
who know something happen . . . . cannot go jor . . . . .
not " not happy " cos something happen . . . .
just because the sadness still inside of me . .
now the sadness even more . . haiz . . .
hope everything will be fine la . . . .

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most,
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost,
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray,
They tell me your passion's gone away,
And I don't need no carryin' on,

You stand in the line just to hit a new low,
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go,
You tell me your life's been way off line,
You're falling to pieces every time,
And I don't need no carryin' on,

Because you had a bad day,
You're taking one down,
You sing a sad song just to turn it around,
You say you don't know,
You tell me don't lie,
You work at a smile and you go for a ride,
You had a bad day,
The camera don't lie,
You're coming back down and you really don't mind,
You had a bad day,
You had a bad day,

Will you need a blue sky holiday,
The point is they laugh at what you say,
And I don't need no carryin' on,

You had a bad day,
You're taking one down,
You sing a sad song just to turn it around,
You say you don't know,
You tell me don't lie,
You work at a smile and you go for a ride,
You had a bad day,
The camera don't lie,
You're coming back down and you really don't mind,
You had a bad day,

Oooh.. a holiday..

Sometimes the system goes on the blink,
And the whole thing turns out wrong,
You might not make it back and you know,
That you could be well oh that strong,
And I'm not wrong,

yeah...

So where is the passion when you need it the most,
Oh you and I,
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost,

Cause you had a bad day,
You're taking one down,
You sing a sad song just to turn it around,
You say you don't know,
You tell me don't lie,
You work at a smile and you go for a ride,
You had a bad day,
You've seen what you like,
And how does it feel for one more time,
You had a bad day,
You had a bad day,


had a bad day,
had a bad day,
had a bad day,
had a bad day...



Tuesday, March 1, 2011



wow ,a blur-blur day today ,


wake up early morning 6.30 for renew ic ,


finally i can get a new photo for my ic ,


this time i get my hair very very nice 'n' right ,


but my face ,feel like it wont show the best side of me ,


haven't fully wake up ,sitting blur-ly with my frens having breakfast ,


we finish our breakfast ,and 'q' up for take number ,


after got the number we sit and continue the blur-ly waiting ,


when the number reach my ,i walk to the woman and say renew IC ,


the woman asked me for RM10 for renew and ask me wanna make passport or not ,


and i say 'no' and give her RM10 , she asked me for kiri and kana finger thumb ,


i was not fully wake ,so i mess up ,i asked her left or right ,she say kiri dan kana ,


and as a malaysian ,we must know malay language ,i was " blur -ing " .


( bla bla bla . . . . . . )


after finish we all go back home continue our dream ,


around 3oc i when to college alone to support my frens exibition ,


it was awesome , great job on everything , after the support ,


i helped a fren to pay TM bill ,after that ,i when to wangsa walk for movie ,




this is the main point , the movie was GREAT , Burlesque . 




very classic , very musical , very WoW !!

after finish the movie i rated the movie 5 * out of 6 *

. . . . . 

(lazy continue story)

next time bah .

Sunday, February 27, 2011

想。



想想,以前,

以前,以前好多东西都是很容易的,
以前,以前好多东西都是不用想的,
以前,以前你想要什么都是去拿的,

可是,现在,

现在,好多东西都是不容易的,是要想的,
现在,是因为金钱问题,什么都要好好过的,
现在,你想要什么都要自己做的好好才可以去得到的,

但,以后,

以后,以后是不用怕什么都很难才可以的,
以后,以后是不用怕没金钱,不必要想太多了,
以后,以后你想要的东西,不用怕你拿不到了,

所以,我们是要一路往前走,而不是想回走,
以为我们是无法回到过去,我们只是可以想回过去,
想回过去的幸福,而在想想以后的幸福,


人,一定会想回以前的时候,以为是开心的时候,
人,一定会有很困难的时候,以为是学习的时候,
人,一定会有个休息的时候,以为是想福的时候,



本人华语不是太好,
如果有不对的地方,
请大家原谅原谅啊,

谢谢。










special thanks for 搜狗拼音, and Google Translate .

Saturday, February 19, 2011

rainy mood



rainy mood..


我猜..
那个事过后..到实在..应该..人都是会好了..
可是..心里的针..还是存在..那个痛..
有一些..痛一下就没了..也有一些..
一事痛下..一事不痛..不会停的..


Tuesday, February 8, 2011

我亲爱の朋友!!

我亲爱の朋友!!
加油哦!!!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

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(=' ;') •::::::::HAPPY RABBIT YEAR :::::::::::•
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     ★☆★☆ ♂↘新年快乐↙♀ ☆★☆★



em...
第一次,一个人在KL过团圆饭。

就是为了上个月做错事,
搞都我今年没好日子过,

我想..
这次是第一次,
也是最后一次。
吧。

我想..
今年可以好好的过,
家人,朋友都无病无痛,
天天好天,出入平安,
开开心心的,过日子。

新年快乐。