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i have a little talk with my school Mr.Koo before the holiday ,

he said, my stress or my problem having now is getting serious ,

i should get some time to relax down my self or do the things i like ,

" seen you are still studying , "

" you can apply for temporary stop study , "

" and take your time to relax , "

" like doing the stuff makes you happy . " he said.

now, my problem is ,

should i stop a while and continue ?

or just continue ?

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i'm scare to be alone .

is all going to happen again ??!!

is it all going to happen again !!!???

am i can be believe with ??!!??

i'm panic -ing ..

im weak ... am i ?? ..

AAL IZZ WELL

Learn from an India movie ( 3 Idiots )~

aal izz well ~ aal izz well ~ *

it means ~ all is well in english ~ *

hopefully everything is going to be alright ~ *

i always keep the words inside my heart ~ *

after watched the movie ~ *

aal izz well ~ aal izz well ~ *

Facing the Wrong Side

a lot of up and down things are going on this few week ~

maybe because we facing the wrong side ~

so we all have the down feel ~

to all my friends ~ Cheer up ~ ^ ^

Red moon ~ *

the only bright light up in the night sky ,

Red moon ~ *

Happy 2nd Anniversary for me+ blogspot ~ *

Happy 2nd Year of my PandaRon.Blogspot !!

it has been 2years leh ~ i joined blogspot ~

it brings on a long memory ~

story , feelings , emotion , sharing , pictures , and more ~

for here thanks to all the visitor ~ XD

and many many comments and my friends ~

i have been that college for almost 3 years leh ~

i join blogspot when i meet 082 gang ~

i have a lot happy story back than ~

and nice memory ~

the road is hard for now ~

and yet i have walk on the hard road for 2 years more ~

a lot have change in this 2 year ~

is time to make myself ~

show myself ~

Gambateh Ah RoN !!!

Hebe(田馥甄) - Love

我愛你 你愛她

她愛她 她愛他

你愛我 我愛他

他愛他 他愛她

咦？

怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛

怎麼這世界 每個人都不快樂

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

我愛你 你愛她

她愛她 她愛他

你愛我 我愛他

他愛他 他愛她

我愛你 你愛她

她愛她 她愛他

你愛我 我愛他

他愛他 他愛她

咦？

怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛

怎麼這世界 每個人都不快樂

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

咦？

怎麼這世界 已經沒有人相愛

怎麼這世界 每個人都不快樂

怎麼這世界 每個人都愛別人 不愛自己

我愛你 你愛她 （不愛自己）

你愛我 我愛他 （不愛自己）

她愛她 她愛他 （不愛自己）

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Un-title album in Flickr

some how i really get bored with many many title or main point of my stuff ,

so.. i'm trying a new different way to explore my stuff by doing Un-Title ,

this is kind the big different view if compare with others art work or stuff ,

and i want to keep it as simple as i could , so i do it with No Title ,

not all photos need a very great title , but a very great image of real world .

so i will starts this mission to explore with we have around us ,

Less Title , More Image .

Woohooo !!

this is the head starts of the photo !!

check it out !! there are more in >> LaPandaRon@Flickr <<>

all The Best to Us !! XD

Gadoh

i just came across this Malaysian Movie Film ,

is all about Malaysian , and it remind me of my time ,

when i was in the wrong road , but my age of time is over ,

yet here come another young Malaysian facing this problem ,

the movie i intro today is call " Gadoh "

is all about M'sian ,

how Chinese work hard to living ,

how Malay Living in this time ,

and how India is in Malaysia ,

is all back to me now , in my young age ,

what i did and what happen around me and my friends .

but all is over for my age ,

hopefully the new age of Malaysian , understand and accept whats around us ,

yet not to fight for anything .

and just be human .

dreaming texido .

i have been dreaming a lot about this ..

about me wearing a Tuxedo ..

hope that one day will come ..

Video Shooting Day _ 2

Today we when to Tugu Taman for Video Shooting ~

is a damn crazy long n' hot day ~ wuu ~ *

is a 1st for everything ~ and i'm become an DOP ~ (happy)

well is my 1st try ~ i feel i learn a lot and most important is have fun ~ XD

after our video shooting finish is around 12pm ++

we all head to Bangsa for food , at 1st we have no idea ~

and hot most important problem we having lah ~

so we circle around the place for nice air corn place ~

and end up in Bangsa Vila ~

and i finally found H5 shop ~ cool man ~ ~ ~ XD

and go Delicious for our breakfast + lunch ~

nice dao ~ hahaha !!!

if you see this pic below ~

this is what i have order in Delicious ~

a Traditional Beef Meatball Spaghetti ~

* yum yum *

i like this dishes very much ~

it so simple , yet come with a great taste ~

how amazing is that ~ hahaha !!!

actually what im going to promo today is my meal ~ XD

is too nice lah ~ you should try before you ask anything ~ LOL

and this is my new Flickr !!!

press the link >> LapandaRon@Flickr <<

will bring you to my photography world ~ XD

hope you all enjoy my photos ya ~ XD

peace and out !!

super wired morning ~

...

In this early morning ~

My morning call wakes me up ~

for my early morning class ~

is a replacement sub ~

i go for a hot shower ~

to bust me up ~

i cleaned myself and cleaned my bed up ~

done my teeth ~ clean my face ~

wearing my favorite cloth and my favorite cap ~

packed the bag ~ ready for school ~

is a nice day ~

when i was on the way ~

it feel so relaxing and everything easy to do ~

a few min later ~

i have arrived my school~

walk in to the building ~

and heading for class ~

suddenly it hit me ~

it came out from no way ~

the feeling is wrong ~

and something is not there ~

just few more step to reach the class~

it came suddenly ~

i have fall on the ground ~ (pokai) ~

the fall have wakes me up ~

made me realize ~

it all just a dream ~

everything is not going to be well ~

after the fall ~

i really felt the down ~

and it scare me off ~

my class at 10am ~

but now is 12 ~

i'm still at home ~

not even moving my leg ~

i talk to myself ~

and i have said ~

Oh No !!! i'm terrible late right now ~

what els i can say ~

but heading for school ~

i just pack anything and rush for the day ~

i took my phone ~

and saw a msg it came ~

it was from my classmate ~

and asked me where i am ~

it send out around at 10.40am++

the time i get ~

after i saw the msg ~

i quickly reply his sms ~

he's reply in a very short time ~

so i get the msg just in time ~

the reply said " Class have been Cancel !! "

and my leg have step out ~

i never felt this happy ~

and i never felt this rush ~

i tell myself ~

" OH MY GOD ~ this is my one lucky day ~ "

" hope fully it wont happen again in other day ~ "

hahahah !!!

what a wired morning i have today ~ hahaha !!!

and than life keeps on ~ eat , sleep , shit ~

hahahaha ~ XD

help me ..

so stress .. so stress ..

i have this nightmare a lot in this few weeks ..

i dream i dream .. in my dream ..

my close friends one by one leaving me alone ...

i dream i dream .. all of you starts move away from me ...

i feel very stress very stress ..

every time i find you all ..

every time you leaving me alone ..

i felt stress and more stress ..

i cant live without friends ..

i cant do anything without friends ..

why you all have to leave me ..

is it i have the case of my own problem that made you all feel uncomfortable ..

i have say it to myself .. Ron .. stop think bad thing ..

but the bad things wont stop finding me ..

ohh ..... i feel sad and down .. very moody every time i think about ..

what am i , what am i , what am i , i keep asking myself ..

whats wrong .. whats wrong .. whats wrong .. i keep telling myself ..

i have no idea what happen to me .. i have no idea what happen to them ..

i hate this feeling .. i hate this feeling ..

don't keep off me .. don't keep off me .. i need help ..

pls tell me in face .. i need help ... pls help me ...

i need friends with me always ......

Movie Day With StarFish - Toy Story3

i have watch Toy Story 3 !!!
is was amazing , funny , nice , touchy movie i even watch !!!
T___T

i when with my friend today ~hahahaha ~
a day hang out ~ very nice n special ~ hahahaha ~

( thank you Starfish ~ muuuuak ~ XD ) ~ hahahaha ~

( i have a great day with you ~ XD ) ~ hahahaha ~
Love it ~ XD ~ hahahaha ~

( you too ~ XD ) ~ hahahaha ~

than we watch Toy Story 3 ~
is really touch me ~
very deep deep deep deep deep の me ~
the story show how all of the toys teamwork together ~
friendship to the infinity and beyond !!!
i really did drop tear at the movie ending ~ ( touch dao )

i cant believe they friendship , the hardwork , the teamwork ,
all they have been , all they have done , the bad , the good ,
in the end no body is left behind !!!
is really really touchy ~ ~ T___T

i don't know what to say le ~
think dao baru add ba ~ hahaha ~

Karner Blue Butterfly

You`re most like the Karner Blue. You`re creative and artistic. You come off a little distant, maybe cold? But as soon as you open up those wings, people get to know the warm part of your personality. You`re not very outgoing, but you`re a good, loyal friend.

hahahahahaha !!! XD

try it ~ XD

>> Which butterfly does your Personality match up with? <<

WorDs of の DAY !!! XD

Just Be YouSelf !!

Don't Stay in Others People live !!

Keep Young , Keep Active ~

Stay Hungry , Stay Foolish ~

Light Painting in I Love Koffee

PiLy ~ PiLy ~

PikA-PiKA (Light Painting) ~

Coming Soon in Photography Club !!! XD

is fun and nice ~ XD

here how it works ~

1st u need a DSLR (or any normal camera will do) ~

2nd any lights object you can found around you ~

( FireWorks, Lamb ,Sellphone ,FlashLight ,etc)

set your DLSR to BULB mode ~

next get ready with you lighting object ~

oh ya !!! Don't 4get to use tri-pod , it made best result ~

after you found the location you want in view finder ~

hold on the shooting ( is in shooting mode )~

and move your light object ~ XD

after you done moving ~

let go the shooting ~

and ~ WALA !!!

thats easy !!!! hahaha

this is my sigh !!! XD

the following photo are from Tiffany Soh ..

我喜欢她，

她喜欢他，

他喜欢她，

他也喜欢她。

。。。

Whiteny Houston - I Will Always Love You

If I should stay,

I would only be in your way.

So I'll go, but I know

I'll think of you ev'ry step of the way.

And I will always love you.

I will always love you.

You, my darling you. Hmm.

Bittersweet memories

that is all I'm taking with me.

So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.

We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.

I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind

And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.

And I wish to you, joy and happiness.

But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.

I will always love you.

I will always love you.

I will always love you.

I will always love you.

I, I will always love you.

You, darling, I love you.

Ooh, I'll always, I'll always love you...

a very nice old song, and full of love..

if i'm right ,this song is for a love movie called The Bodyguard ..

这几天...不知道...

为什么...我很emo的....

嗨....我很对不起....

我的朋友....我对你们....

说过的东西....很对不起......T___T

Final Matte Painting

finally done the matte painting ..

The Last touch up is the lighting + some effect + some detail ..

Enjoy ya ~ XD

Dream of World End ..

ermm...

i dream a lot World End this few days ....

haiz .... the feeling was cold and down sad ....

hope everything will be alright ....

matte painting in making ....

haven't 100% done yet .....

(before)

(after)

comment are friendly welcome ya .. ^_^

New Shoe , New Step .

Happy CNY !!

it has been a very long time ..

i have loss my CNY mood ..

Every year every time ..

the person around me ..

keep saying CNY mood CNY stuff ..

but every year .. every time ..

the longer it takes .. the lesser i keep ..

time pass slowly .. my CNY mood also slowly gone ..

each year doing the same thing ..

each year hearing the same thing ..

each year getting less of the feeling ..

this year the mood totally gone ..

this year i have no more CNY mood ..

there's a lot of thing we can't understand ..

there's a lot of stuff is not equal or fair ..

some have whatever they want ..

but some have nothing they want ..

for some the things his want ..

it will never get what his want ..

for some who don't want what his want ..

it will always appear in front of him when his want ..

the mood , the feeling is come again ..

the music the lyrics of the song ..

keep flooding around the place ..

keep playing and playing and playing .. non-stop..

the feeling the mood the ''thing''.. keep dropping..

the mood the mood .. the holiday the holiday ..

everyone wishing everyone happy Chinese New Year ..

everyone everyone keep repeating repeating the some words ..

Happy Chinese New Year ..

and i felt nothing ..

oh i wish i can understand ..

why all this will happening ..

i don't need much ..

i just hope someone will understand ..

will open the heart .. listen , feel , speak with others ..

all of it .. wont be this hurt again ..

CNY mood .. where you gone ..

Happy Chinese New Year My Friends ..

May all the wish and hope be with you always ..

Have a great Holiday .. ^^

Experimental Video - Imagination

This assignment is to make Experimental Video .

will.. is not so good or great or bad..

The only hope now is wont get shoot too much in ED..

anyway ~ XD

Enjoy Ya ~ XD

Comment yet again are super friendly welcome !! XD

Short Film - a Mouse

finally is done !!

is Bad also !!

Hope you can enjoy it !!

Wish Me Luck For Later ED !!

Comment are Friendly Welcome ya !! XD

TVC pre-Post

This is a pre-post assignment for TVC ~

Brand : Echo Park

Comment are friendly welcome ya ~ XD

What more i can say ..

Pink Martini - Sympathique

Pink Martini - Sympathique

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Ma chambre a la forme d'une cage

Le soleil passe son bras par la fenêtre
Les chasseurs à ma porte
Comme les p'tits soldats
Qui veulent me prendre

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier
Et puis je fume

Déjà j'ai connu le parfum de l'amour
Un million de roses n'embaumerait pas autant
Maintenant une seule fleur dans mes entourages
Me rend malade

Je ne veux pas travailler
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier
Et puis je fume

Je ne suis pas fière de ça
Vie qui veut me tuer
C'est magnifique être sympathique
Mais je ne le connais jamais

Je ne veux pas travailler
Non
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier
Et puis je fume

Je ne suis pas fière de ça
Vie qui veut me tuer
C'est magnifique être sympathique
Mais je ne le connais jamais

Je ne veux pas travailler
Non
Je ne veux pas déjeuner
Je veux seulement l'oublier
Et puis je fume

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My room is shaped like a cage
The sun puts his arm out the window
Hunters at my door
As the soldiers p'tits
Who want to take me

I do not work
I do not want lunch
I just want to forget
And then I smoke

Already I knew the scent of love
One million roses shed no fragrance as
Now a single flower in my enclosures
Makes me sick

I do not work
I do not want lunch
I just want to forget
And then I smoke

I am not proud of it
Life that wants to kill me
It's wonderful to be sympathetic
But I do not know

I do not work
No
I do not want lunch
I just want to forget
And then I smoke

I am not proud of it
Life that wants to kill me
It's wonderful to be sympathetic
But I do not know

I do not work
No
I do not want lunch
I just want to forget
And then I smoke

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google translate .. LOLX

anyway, this is a nice old song ..

try listen it .. XD

PS: just stay your mouse on the English sub, and there will a pop out of the French sub .