Happy CNY !!

it has been a very long time ..

i have loss my CNY mood ..

Every year every time ..

the person around me ..

keep saying CNY mood CNY stuff ..

but every year .. every time ..

the longer it takes .. the lesser i keep ..

time pass slowly .. my CNY mood also slowly gone ..

each year doing the same thing ..

each year hearing the same thing ..

each year getting less of the feeling ..

this year the mood totally gone ..

this year i have no more CNY mood ..

there's a lot of thing we can't understand ..

there's a lot of stuff is not equal or fair ..

some have whatever they want ..

but some have nothing they want ..

for some the things his want ..

it will never get what his want ..

for some who don't want what his want ..

it will always appear in front of him when his want ..

the mood , the feeling is come again ..

the music the lyrics of the song ..

keep flooding around the place ..

keep playing and playing and playing .. non-stop..

the feeling the mood the ''thing''.. keep dropping..

the mood the mood .. the holiday the holiday ..

everyone wishing everyone happy Chinese New Year ..

everyone everyone keep repeating repeating the some words ..

Happy Chinese New Year ..

and i felt nothing ..

oh i wish i can understand ..

why all this will happening ..

i don't need much ..

i just hope someone will understand ..

will open the heart .. listen , feel , speak with others ..

all of it .. wont be this hurt again ..

CNY mood .. where you gone ..

Happy Chinese New Year My Friends ..

May all the wish and hope be with you always ..

Have a great Holiday .. ^^