悼念张国荣离世九周年

听到哥哥说的话，眼泪流了。

我会永远记住你的歌声。

悼念哥哥张国荣离世九周年。

1956年9月12日- 2003年4月1日

Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams

just came across of a movie " Wrath of the Titans ", and the background music was freaky awesome!!

i know is bad to know the movie first and 2nd for the music artiest,

but in my memory he is one of the crazy and satanic icon on that time,

i know the guy way before the movie, but i just not that kind of type,

however his music is really freaky awesome!! and i think the movie choose the right music.

the Music Artist are Marilyn Manson.

the following music are from the movie " Wrath of the Titans" by Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams.

>>link<<

Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams

" creepy sound effect "

Sweet dreams are made of this,
Who am i to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas,
Everybody's looking for something,

Some of them want to use you,
Some of them want to get use by you,
Some of them want to abuse you,
Some of them want to be abused.

Sweet dreams are made of this,
Who am i to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas,
Everybody's looking for something,

Some of them want to use you,
Some of them want to get use by you,
Some of them want to abuse you,
Some of them want to be abused.

I wanna use you and abuse you,
I wanna know what's inside you.

(Whispering)

Hold your head up, movin' on,
Hold your head up, movin' on,
Keep your Head up, movin' on,
Hold your head up, movin' on.
Movin' on!!

(music solo)

" creep voice "

Sweet dreams are made of this,
Who am i to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas,
Everybody's looking for something,

Some of them want to use you,
Some of them want to get use by you,
Some of them want to abuse you,
Some of them want to be abused.

I'm gonna use you and abuse you,
I'm gonna know what's inside,
Gonna use you and abuse you,
I'm gonna know what's inside you.

" creep sound "

The End


Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams

说不出口， 说不出口，不会说话， 不会说话，
想可是又不想，不想可是很想，
每一句都在想，想不到话题， 想不到话题，
很想真的很想，可是可是，说不出口，
我还是不出声比较好吗？
看来我还是少说话好了，
很怕很怕会破坏，不可以的，
我要想想才可以，去看戏？看书？喝茶？
这样吧！！

Dear Friends

Dear Friends

Matter of personal space.

I'm here to let you know, please do stop spam at my inbox, my group and my wall in Facebook, if you wish to continue, and i have no other way to stop it, i will by reporting your personal account to Facebook.

To be notice i have tired my best to avoid and stopped your action, hopefully in future we go down this way with peace and with positive happiness.

If you have nothing to do in your free time, please help yourself find a hobbies beside spamming on others people Facebook account, if you have no idea what you like, do please do not stop and keep on find it.

I'm gladly appreciate for your time, hope we will never see the same problem again in Facebook.

PS: do apologist if i have any grammar mistake.

Sincerely,

Your Best Friend.

林宥嘉 - 傻子 "[愛LOVE]主題曲"

傻子

詞:鄭楠 、張鵬鵬 / 曲: 鄭楠

等愛的人很多 

不預設你會在乎我

難道一生的時間 

都用來換和你一個誤會

誰能真的讓誰 

幸福到故事的結尾

何必那麼的慌張 

有時清醒才是錯誤的開始 

我不需要也不重要 

做一個傻子多麼好 

我不明白 也不需要明白 

就讓我這樣到老 

誰能真的讓誰

幸福到故事的結尾

何必那麼的慌張 

有時清醒才是錯誤的開始 

我不需要也不重要

做一個傻子多麼好 

我不明白 也不需要明白 

就讓我這樣就很好

没什麼緊要 

只需要你輕輕一個擁抱 

就算不留下什麼也無所謂
就算留下了什麼也都珍貴 

珍貴

珍貴

做傻子多麼好

我不明白 也不需要明白 

就讓我這樣到老

這樣到老...

(link) >> 傻子 << (link)

《那些年》

【那些年，我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》

演唱：胡夏／作曲：木村充利／作詞：九把刀

又回到最初的起點

記憶中你青澀的臉

我們終於來到了這一天

桌墊下的老照片

無數回憶連結

今天男孩要赴女孩最後的約

又回到最初的起點

呆呆地站在鏡子前

笨拙繫上紅色領帶的結

將頭髮梳成大人模樣

穿上一身帥氣西裝

等會兒見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的時光

回到教室座位前後　故意討妳溫柔的嗎

黑板上排列組合　妳捨得解開嗎

誰與誰坐他又愛著她

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣

曾經想征服全世界

到最後回首才發現

這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情

好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記

那天晚上滿天星星

平行時空下的約定

再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳

緊緊抱著妳

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWzlwGVQ6_Q

now.

from that day onward,
i never expect this will happen,
it just came very suddenly and unexpected,

it already almost a month since i bring my mum for check up,
and is like a roller coaster ride for me after that, i'm very tired,

her result said kidney was infected with virus,
the white blood cell are killing all the red blood cell,
the Doctor from Pandai Hospital ask to for kidney operation,

so we went to HKL ( Hospital Kuala Lumper ), as doctor said,
staying at 3rd floor, 2nd class room, for almost a week,
still there's no doctor or check up of my mum,

the following 2nd week, my mum finally have the operation,
during the operation, the nurse did not give my mum any sleeping pill or shot,
she was fully awake in operation, after everything done, we visit her,
she told me everything in the operation, is very sad to heard that,

in the operation, the nurse did not know what she doing at all,
the nurse keep hurting my mum kidney by accident,
forcing the a small tube into my mum kidney,
and the doctor standing there did nothing about it,
after my mum scream very lough,
the doctor just take over, and handle by himself,

i cant imagine all of this happening,
but is truth, and the image keep popping out inside my mind,
:'(

few days later after the operation, my mum was moved to 3rd class WAD,
the doctor said is easy for nurse to taking care of her,
but in fate, they did not taking care of her also,
we ask for immediately change back to 2nd class,
we hope it will be more taking care of my mum,

yes, they did taking care more of my mum, after we complain it,
but the sleepless nights made my mum more ill and more weak,
after 2 to 3 sleepless night, my mum requested for change to 1st class,
and they did change to the 1st class, and my mum get welled very fast,
the nurse are even more checking with my mum,
they even serve western food and a people cleans every morning,

in that moment, we just think everything well be much more fine,
but we never expect the unexpected, after less than a week in the 1st class,
my mum kidney was recover, but gain another sickness,
Depression ..

is impossible to have Depression just of a kidney problem, 

and we also visit her everyday,
my father even go overnight with her after his finish work,
her Depression have been 5 days,
the 1st and 2nd day, we thought she my mum, just get too boring,
we even bring everything for her,

Day 4, the Depression started, she dint talk to us,
she did a lot of weak movement and stuff,
is really like a mindless people walking alive,

Day 5, the Depression is getting worse,
she cry every night, and cant sleep, and doing something to hurt herself,
we asked the doctor, why is this happening,
the doctor replies us with a word of side effect,

Doctor said she having too much medicine,
and causes the side effect,
is nothing to worried about,
and the doctor give more medicine for her,

Day 6, is the last night staying in hospital,
the depression is horrible and scary,
my father cant even sleep well after that,

the following next day we immediately take her our from the hospital,
and move to my uncle house, my uncle house have mate and people taking care of her,
now she staying there, today is her 2nd day out of hospital,
but she still need to go back to hospital everyday for injection,

my dad every morning, go to my uncle house, bring her to hospital,
fetch her back to uncle place, and come back for work,
is hurt for me watching this all happening,

in this moment, we all just do whatever we can,
and let her recover as soon as possible.


even for me, i cant sleep well every night,
cried few times for this happening,
sick, and trying to recover myself,
trying my best for everything, 

and yet, the main problem haven't end,
the others stuff came..

now i just hope i have the strange to handle everything and someone i can talk with...
:'(

i . will . be . ghost .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aFUzvbkEvRk&feature=youtu.be