Jessie Ware - Swan Song

Jessie Ware - Swan Song

lose yourself,

in the glow,

rise and fall,

breath in slow,

oh oh,

left the sky,

paint it all,

fall your eyes,

( fall our soul ),

fall our soul.

hear my,

swan song,

oh oh,

it was my mistake,

catch a kiss now,

swan song,

oh oh,

help me to escape.

you cast your spell,

with stories told,

promises,

will they unfold.

hear my,

swan song,

oh oh,

it was my mistake,

catch a kiss now,

swan song,

oh oh,

help me to escape.

i still hope,

eyes will fall,

out the line,

out the line,

let me go,

it's alright,

it's alright.

hear my,

swan song,

oh oh,

it was my mistake,

catch a kiss now,

swan song,

oh oh,

help me to escape.

(escape..)

Lana Del Rey - Video Games

Lana Del Rey - Video Games

Swinging in the backyard

Pull up in your fast car

Whistling my name

Open up a beer

And you say get over here

And play a video game

I'm in his favorite sun dress

Watching me get undressed

Take that body downtown

I say you the bestest

Lean in for a big kiss

Put his favorite perfume on

Go play a video game

It's you, it's you, it's all for you

Everything I do

I tell you all the time

Heaven is a place on earth with you

Tell me all the things you want to do

I heard that you like the bad girls

Honey, is that true?

It's better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

Baby now you do

Singing in the old bars

Swinging with the old stars

Living for the fame

Kissing in the blue dark

Playing pool and wild darts

Video games

He holds me in his big arms

Drunk and I am seeing stars

This is all I think of

Watching all our friends fall

In and out of Old Paul's

This is my idea of fun

Playing video games

It's you, it's you, it's all for you

Everything I do

I tell you all the time

Heaven is a place on earth with you

Tell me all the things you want to do

I heard that you like the bad girls

Honey, is that true?

It's better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

Baby now you do

(Now you do)

(Now you do)

(N-Now you do)

(N-Now you do)

(Now you do)

(Now you do)

It's you, it's you, it's all for you

Everything I do

I tell you all the time

Heaven is a place on earth with you

Tell me all the things you want to do

I heard that you like the bad girls

Honey, is that true?

It's better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two

Only worth living if somebody is loving you

Baby now you do

(Now you do)

(Now you do)

(N-Now you do)

Now you do

(N-Now you do)

(Now you do) 

Dear Blog...

Dear Blog, well... 

recently, it has been an up and down roller-coaster ride for me, and the thing is i hate roller-coaster ride, freaking-ly i ride alone this time, not sure why and what is going on, but it just feel unlikely friendly to me, friends, family, what else, almost everything just fight me and lie or fake, i meet a lot faker's lately, the unexpected one is the one i think should be fine, but as you see, nono.. as i see, i think the person should be nice and friendly, i guess i see it wrong, i think...

it just doesn't connect somehow, and it became, distanced for both of us, we start up very fine actually, but end up like the others, from this point i have been thinking should i or should not, change myself to bland in, sound horrifies and yes it is, i have done very well to make myself a better person, but this came along, is it a task or test for me to prove am i strong enough to, i don't know... do something for better? i think...

anyway, the thing is am i going to change myself for them? this has been and will be, a question for.. well.. at least this life i'm living now... all this happen i just ended up, not to trust anybody, but yourself ( me ) thingy in my head now, not even a close friend, family or well knowing me for some ages, it will happen anytime, when they turn you back and kick you out from the top of the building and let you fall, is very hard to find a person that really understand or just listen to me be my listener thingy, but this will never stopping and giving up to find, because i believe in myself, some day the person, the special person, will appear in-front  of me and... and... do something nice... i guess... we cant tell the future right, so just let it be naturally... emmm... do thingy... thing... naturally...

ok, now is 3:07AM and i know what else i gonna do, and that is going to bed, and wake up in a new bright day, and smile to myself and say, positive is the key of everything, so here i wish every person in the world to have a great good night and sweet dreams. 

Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill

i LOVE this song soo much!!

is a lovely song, and i wanna sing to a special person i newly meet, and that is you. just wanted you to know, you still got me, when you need somebody. ♥

Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill 

Up on Melancholy Hill,
There's a plastic tree,
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day,
Of another dream.

Well you can't get what you want,
But you can get me,
So let's set up and see,
Cause you are my medicine,
When you're close to me,
When you're close to me,

So call in the submarine,
Round the world we'll go,
Does anybody know,
If we're looking out on the day,
Of another dream.

If you can't get what you want,
Than you come with me,

Up on Melancholy Hill,
Sits a manatee,
Just looking out of the day,
When you're close to me,
When you're close to me,

When you're close to me. 


♥

La me playing around with drawing.

just wanna try something " tattoo thingy ", started with headless sakai, hahahaha!!
now just chilling out, relax, and have fun!! also waiting for my trip to come!! woohoo!!
only 18hours more till my trip!! yeah mee mee!! 

Either one or non??

is really hard for me to pick either one from few chooses, so in this time, i will tried all the different and style's, don't get me wrong, but i really like all of it, just can't pick one for main that's all, hahaha!! well, the colorful side have started, soon will be more dark and energy, just hope that one day i will know what i'm able to do, and what i needed most. stay tune!! coming soon.. hahaha!! wish me luck!!

new blog arrive!!

today i started up another new blog!!
the new blog will update lots of sharing and my drawings!! 

is a place to hang out with all my sketches!!
and drawing also with some goodies sharing!!

the blog don't simply post but post with my heart!!
same as this blog!! but more on Arts Life Style!! xD 

this the link
>> http://sailorboyron.blogspot.com <<

hope everyone will enjoy it,
as never will change,
comments and feedback are friendly welcome!!
and wish everybody staying positive and happy forever!!
cheeeeeeeeeeer!! xDD

Mid-Night Post!!

Day seven of April, Mid-night 4.29am.


Dear Blog


I was still awake.


have been thinking something recently, something is called "nothing".
seeing a lot of goodies and good people, and meet a lot broken stuff and bad people.
good people and goodies think they are bad,
bad people and broken stuff think they are good,
i have been thinking, why could this happen,
i mean good things should be good, and bad things is bad.
this is what people around my family thinks.
and when i reach outside, things are different as they said.


one day i reach to the good people sides,
i hanging out with them sometimes,
learn and understand their side,
and found out mostly they done,
are bad to me, but is good to them,
and is good to me, are bad to them,
and something they do a lot of way is weird to us,
and this is the scary part, if a person nice to you for nothing,
it means something gonna happen really soon.


and the next round i join the bad people,
well bad people thinks they bad something,
not bad " bad " but bad as naughty,
but the naughty part seem like the playful side of them,
and the good part of them it just not right,
i know is weird but, they do smoke and drinks and hanging out a lot,
but in their perspective, they just relaxing their mind for over headed stress.


well, i don't care anymore, i just tried my best, to balance my life,
if it is not good for others, than it will not good for me too,
living in a life doesn't need any achievement,
just being nice to others, and harm no any living things,
and this is the best for me,
self believe, confidence, courage, and hope can bring bright future.

and is 5.47am right now, is very close to morning, is time to sleep.
here i wanna wish all my friends,
Good Night and Sweet Dreams, x)